Hey god,

Yeah, I’m talking to you. You must be kinda surprised. I mean, since I’ve never believed in you. This is really weird and paradoxical, isn’t it? I must be either crazy or mad. I’m talking to someone or something that I don’t even believe in; neither the existence nor the very concept that it’s built on.

Do you know that most of the conflicts that we have in the world now are about you? Do you know that the majority of wars in history have been fought over you? WHY!? When what we’ve learnt about you has been about love? Where is the love that you’ve spoken of? Where is the paradise? Where is the promised land? Why the hell do you think I hate you!? Why the hell do you think I feel like I’ve been lied to!? Why do you think that I feel that you’re just a fraud? WHY!?

Do you take pride in people fighting in your name? Do you feel that millions dying in you name is an honor? Do you feel that the glory of your name is more important than the lives of man? Blasphemous? I’ve never been a believer to begin with!

Just press the damn reset button! Reset the damn world! Or just put me out of my misery and strike me down with lightning!

Your’s, most fucking truly,

Api Atrocious